Reflections on the Week of Prayer and Fasting
Last week we celebrated our annual week of prayer and fasting at the Branch.
I’ve never been one to rave about food and I’m about as far away from a foodie as a person could get. Maybe it’s because my Mom used to wake me up at 4 in the morning to drink weight-gainer shakes, which I should have sued for false advertisement, tasting more like chalk than the vanilla goodness it promised on the plastic container.
But then you cut out food during a fast and you realize how easily your heart and desires can be manipulated.
Last week I realized that I had bacon in the refrigerator. My mind raced backward so that I could remember just what bacon tasted like, felt like, sounded like against my teeth. With each gurgle of my weakly disciplined stomach my heart worshipped the big pig in the sky. I would have sold a finger (probably my right ring finger, it’s the most expendable) for one greasy piece of non-kosher bacon.
My mind raced toward the end of my fast, ‘only 3 more days left’ I said with repetitious fervor. I day dreamed of the finish line, longed for the end, and gladdened my weak flesh as I meditated on a day.
In the midst of my bacon-induced coma, slobbering more than a St. Bernard, God broke into the void and awakened my mind and eyes to what I was doing and so often do. That is, I put my trust and faith and hope in functional saviors.
When I was in high school I dreamed of college, in college I dreamed of dating that girl (you know the one, the girl who’s hopelessly out of your league but you pray it’s God’s will anyway), when I got the girl it was the perfect job, then the perfect spouse, the perfect career, the perfect house, ad nauseam.
Whenever I was in a bind, hopelessly unsatisfied and discontent, I looked to the future for security and joy, knowing that if only I secured the right job, the world would be a better place, I would be invincibly happy.
But God broke into my fasting story and reminded me that functional saviors are foolish idols at best, which fail to live up to their promises. They talk a big game, but once secured, they leave me wanting more, searching all the more for the next thing which would promise to fill my void.
Yet there is one Savior and this Savior says ‘trust in me, turn your eyes toward me, gazed into my victorious life and there you will find a Savior who rescues, redeems, and provides hope and joy in this rollercoaster journey called life’.
Though I might have worshiped bacon, God turned my affections once more toward him, reminding me of my privileged union with Christ and the joy that flows from a hunger greater than food—a hunger for God himself.
Branch Brunch is a time to get to know more about our church and ask questions. This class is also a requirement to become a member. Our next Branch Brunch is scheduled for Sunday, February 26th at 10:30 am. If you are interested in attending please email Josh Howeth.
Do you want your prayer life to grow and flourish? Do you want to have a better understanding of prayer and or even how to pray? Join us Thursday mornings from 9:30-10:30 am at 224 NW 26th St, Corvallis (Sigma Phi Epsilon) as we pursue growing in our relationship with God through our prayer lives’. Together we’ll discuss the topics of adoration, petition, intercession, perseverance, listening and warfare. Each week will consist of training, discussion, and implementation. Contact Davey Walker for more information.
There will be a meeting for all Twigs volunteers on Sunday, February 26th at 3:30 pm at The River Center. Families only need to send one representative to the meeting. Contact Christina Law for more information.
This year we are asking members of the Branch to apply for Local Mission Grants, which seek to come alongside member’s ministry ideas/endeavors with financial support. The purpose of Local Mission Grants is to seek and mobilize people at the Branch toward a unified local mission project and goal. If you’re interested in leading a new local missions initiative, fill out the application and send it to Stephen Brucker.
The Global Mission Pipeline is simple—it’s a training program to help equip and cement a foreign mission DNA within an individual. Within the program, you’ll read books, walk with a coach, write papers, and be exposed experientially to ministering cross-culturally. If you’d like more information please contact Stephen Brucker.